impartial

      my impartial life

my photoshoot with my brother, atreyu :) 

   this is showed, sometime, world is not fair, but i just show it in my heart, and my life, just be impartial.

vibe

  i am not hiding anything. i just don't want to see your face AGAIN!!!!! keep gossip with your friends like i'm ..

'she is weird'

'she is not cool'

'she is don't know everything about indonesian movie series'

     I DON'T CARE! keep say that, in school, in twitter, in facebook, in blog.. upss.. u don't have any blog .. i will be the one right? someone open facebook and twitter my name is there.. i will be the queen, everyone will know my name. i will be in gossip magazine :D love that!

     

     I don't need you, i told you, you just as a shadow.

you know who i need? 

just

me

my self

and

I

S I G H T

         

            'you are not beauty. you're a model? are your brother so stupid choose a UGLY girl?'. that's you told me. you tell everyone that i'm not beauty. i know i'm not a Britney spears or Madonna who had a very beautiful face. i am just me. alone. and i don't care what you talking. and now i just want you to know that you are a shadow in my life. want me just in light side. but, when i get dark.. you lived me.. hahaha cool. is that you mean cool? are you don't thinking i'm like a star? 

             just little shine but that's light from my self! you're the moon. when the sun doesn't exist anywhere, where are you? in suitcase? me without sun, maybe just lonely, but i can shining my self and somebody who wants to near me but not as shadow . now.. what i am doing? just have fun! i know i am more beauty than you, smarter than you, and... had a better.. much better ways than you. so? good bye. need me? maybe when i already be a sun >:)    

the swan parade

another fashion shots with my brother, we really match each-other i guess i really know what poses that he wanted and he please me to do anything i want to do too, hehehehehe

so here we are, the Swan Parade that my brother was inspired by his idol, Tim Walker

my photo works

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These are my photoworks . i like these scenery very much, I like sunset, cloudy, and night. i like photography . my brother says these were good photos so, i get these in to my blog. i went outside to take these photo. to get the cherry , i had to climb the tree, that's hard but really fun and to get a sunset good in photo, i had to wait until 5.30 P.M. so these my photo works. i know was not perfect but i will never stop to try to be perfect. thank you for viewing see me again on next update

love and hugs,

Carpa

basic

another shiny moment

these pieces were made by my free time with my brother. we dont know what to do in the afternoon, so we decided to make a little photoshoot. anyway this dress is just a tulle. we push it, make it inside my skirt and just like that. we create this. ahahahaha

ans, the make up was by me :)